~我每一天的心情和我的故事

hohohoho....marry christmas.....

2009-12-25T07:58:00.000-08:00

hi.........marry christmas to all my dear fren..........
feel so bored....after holiday hav to work.......................juz dun hav to feeling to work after holiday.........
hahahahaha..........

GOOD NEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my best fren at last hav a new relationship wif a guy............but every since she wan to hav a brand new relationship the problem will apprea ...........her ex.............he seem like wont let her go...........but juz think more deeply if you really like someone u wan them happy an not to suffer rite????but the guy .....wat a freak...........!!!!!!!!!!
but love = blind.............
you hav no other choice but to face it ........once you give your love to someone you hav to b resposible to yourself...........but on the other hand you also hav to treat yourself good...if the guy treat you like hell juz dump it find other.....but love=blind ....nomatter how bad he treat you you will juz let it go because you love this guy............
so this is so call life n love...........

love is selfish.........you can not give away your love ones because of your fren or anyone........
love is selfish .........you hav to protect yourself.....
love is selfish ..........because once you meet your Mr. Right you will not meet the second 1...coz everyone have their own Mr. Right...........

hi.....seem i'm free then i update my blog ....

2009-12-19T04:45:00.001-08:00

omg.....long time din blogging ald.....haiz...really miss that feeling...
i really damn miss my diploma life previously....seriously.....the laugther....the joke....the fight...really miss that.....
then all thing seem like change alot.....but the thing that din change is the friendship......
to all my dear...no matter what happen pls....dun end the friendship juz like that....try tp tolerance each other...although the adv diploma is not easy...but try to encourage each other.....this is wat real friends do.....
i noe u all so desprateto see my blog update la...seem i dun hav thing to do..then i update my blog la...
and i will quite free nowadays....not too much part time....enjoy-ing my life but still have to suffer something else...but so WHAT....juz enjoy it....
everyone hav their problems....so enjoy the problem and try to solve it in proper way or juz totally ignore it....hahahaha....
really miss the life very much....i wont ever forget the feeling i have in my diploma life.....
is .....i really noe wat id real friend when i go through my diploma life....when i nid them helps they will help me nomatter wat....
but now i start work...i see other side of the world....although id quite difficult and not easy to go through but i enjoy it....is really challenging......
can see different type of ppl....attitude that u din see be4 ......
is a very diferent world outside....v can learn thing outside....
one of my primary classmate...is going to marry....is really nice and suprise to heard that good news....congrat my dear....

other thing.....

actually i really hate my job...i felt that really suck , pls is my first job...but i stay there ald half year....the time runs so damn fast....so my dear pls appreciate all you life and times.....
"they"run when u dun appreciate .......
i love my life i love my family i love my fren and the most is my "SKY", he is my very first supporter when i'm in trouble he is my very first person whoo comfort me when i'm in very sad mood.....
but other than that i also have a group of my buddies support me....hehehehehe..........
ok la......i will stop here.....
i will keep update my blog recently.....

harlo....long time no see...

2009-05-23T14:01:00.001-07:00

wakakakka.....
so long din update the blog ald lo...
haiz...know y??
becoz of lazy lo...
wakakakka....
coz busy study mahh.....wat to do....
and hor....the year 2 at TARC many thing happen le.....
haiz...
dunno how to said....
actually long long long time ago i wanted to updated blog de...but so lazy le...sum more wanna concentrate on study lo..coz dun wanna fail mahh.....that y lo....
now i finish my DIPLOMA ald..so din think about further my study coz really dun wann to study any more liao ...so i hav to concentrate at my ballet career....
next year i will enroll for the teacher course...
is quite expensive la..but is worth it la...
tis course hav to study for 2 years le..
so............
my teacher said is not easy also le....
then i hav to but more effort on it lo...
wakakakaka...
now searching for office work...........

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next story....
haiz....
actually wat is friendship mean ar???
haiz....
i cant stop "haiz" becoz realiy dunno how to explain...
in year 2 hor....really many thing happen le....
is quite dissapointed la...
but nvm la.....past is ald a past so wat i can do is juz let it go lor....
bt my MUMMY hor hav to suffer 2 more years le....
the 1st thing is to study very very very hard...
the 2nd thing hav to see the BLACK FACE 2 more years....
wakakaka...
so BAD.....
hehehehehe
nvm ....MUMMY i support u.....
jia you.....!!!!!!!
our group left only 3 person hu continue study...........
haiz.....
nvm la...
they can 1 la..
to all my fren jia you oh..............

wakakaka.....long time "no see".....

2009-02-09T21:20:00.000-08:00

wakakakka....
i wan update my blog ald...if not my little mummy wan scold me ald...
wakakkaka...
actually i got many story to tell la....wakakakaka....
chinese new year thing la...my hubby bday la......
wakakakka...
a lot la....
wakakakaka....
some more got many pic...wakakakkaa.....
i will upload de la....
wakakakak...

u are lonely???so wat????then......

2008-12-05T05:19:00.000-08:00

wakakakakka....
now wanna up date blog ald.
if not.....
nothing to see ald...
wakakakakaka....

thing will happen sooner or later....
now u deserve it...
u can not blame who...
u juz can blame urself....
u said u r lonely and innocent...
but how bout me....
when u both scold me together....
what do i felt...
do i hav to act damn innocent to show that eveyone is boycott-ing me???
did i alwiz kacau both of u said y u both treat me like this...????DID I!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????
now u act like so r so damn innocent............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for me...i hav to said that u r too over and too reacting....
sometime u treat gud i felt that u juz showing ppl then u treat me gud but i dun bother u at all...
and u intend to do something hard to save the relationship but the truth is u did nothing......
wat u did is even worst then do nothing.........
u alwiz said u stil blame urself about SY case then go ahead....
this is really bull shit....
i start to felt that u intend to make everybody likes u..........

i dun care that anyone agree or not...
but this is my feeling................
i hav the right to express my feeling but not to implied....

佛都有火！！！！！！！！！！！！

u act like u really fall in love on her.....and juz dun not wanna admit it...
and juz really try to cover everything and dun wan to face it....
plz la....

when three of us got conflict who help me???
u noe wat is my feeling????
u noe how i felt....
dun said u stiil blaming urself bout that....
BULL SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

that time i really felt that u really proud of urself becoz of u success ROMPAK my best fren....
damn....u noe that time i really wanna slap u.........since u both alwiz together u face really irratating.........
i really felt damn f**king sad.......
y???!!!!!!!!who can tell me???
u?????

haiz....
wat to said....
that my luck...
luckily u still hav Ah girl , chin yee, singyee, swee cheng, hueyxian and meiyi.....(排名不分前后)
wakakakakaka...
u said u innocent...
then my dear swee cheng le?????
how her???
haiz....
luckily she dun bother much....
if not i think u will hav more enermy.....
haiz.....

if wat i write here hurt u....
i hav to said soli la...
hav no choice but hav to express....

hehehe..thankyou babe.......

2008-11-29T21:19:00.000-08:00

wahahahahha....
yesterday(SAT)
i receive my chirstmas present.....(EARLY PRESENT)
u noe wat it is.....wakakakaka..
is SE K810i....
hehehehhe...
actually i wan tis fon long ago liao....
but no money buy....
but my hubby noe that....thenhe said he buy for me as a christmas present lo....
wakakakkakaka....
thn he said buy early la...if not scare the proce of the fon will rise so v buy early lo...
wakkakakaka....
some more is red geh le...
wakakkakaka..
damn happy......
wakakakkaka....

haiz....
on the other hand....
my best fren...dear HX....
she got denggi le..
hai....
so worried her le...
wanna msg hr and call her...but scare disturb her.....
hope she can recover la...
some more at far away...
how vcan visit her le....
all of us so worried le...
haiz.
i pray to god...
pls let HX recover soon....
i dun hope her got anything......
pray hard....
and god bless her alwiz......******

wakakakakak....
then my father's car break down pula....
haiz....
den......
the TOTO....
come out wif the no. 7773....
my dad's car is 3777....
walau A>.......................
hai....
nvm la....
no luck is lidat de la....
as long as hapi then okie....
wakakakakaka...........

hai....
actually i fong some one's fei kei....
actually SAT wanna go genting geh..
but 1 of my damn fren....said she dunno wan to go and not feel like going and also said sien then dun wan go le....
give the room money ald now le.....end up said dun wa to go..
then left me...
haiz.....
nvm lo...
then i said dun wan go lo..
then let her and her fren go lor....
haiz.........
damn pai seh le.....

nvm la...duno go also gud la...
can save my hubby money...
wakakakaka

baby i love u yea....
hehehehehe

so KE PO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-27T05:08:00.000-08:00

haiz...........
such a KE PO.............
if u all wan to wat happen wat the meaning of the blog...
pls go ask the owner who write the blog lo.....
dun ask third party to ask some of our group member lo....
haiz............

supprise......

2008-11-22T08:27:00.000-08:00

wow....
actually i heard this news 1month ago.....is really really really suprise lor.....
he getting marry....
wakakaka....
when i heard from my fren i nearlly faint....
wakakakaka....
is unbelievable....
wakakakak
today i go attend his de day be4 wedding dinner's buffet....
he seem very happy....
and ready to b a father...
wakakakak...
hoping to see his baby.....
wakakakakak....
really excited....
wakakakaka...
HOPE VINCENT AND JANICE HAPPY FORVER AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.....

WTF.....i really really.......damn angry....

2008-11-18T08:08:00.001-08:00

haiz.....
wat the hell....
where got tis kind of ppl geh....
dont do their own work geh......
act lidat dun care.....some more do a little part only...
hornestly.....last time i at other group i admit i din do much work...
but at least i got do le....
i noe my english not gud then my performance not gud.... but i try my best to do...
the the USELESS THING....said that dun no wat to do....
damn it....
so called full scholarship student......"PUI"......
damn la...
other de le..
said forget where she get the sources....
damn la...
end up juz me and sc do.....
nvm....fine....
but the so called sholarship student said that she only can redo her part but end up tell other member to do it for her....wat a GOOD STUDENT....!!!!!!!!!!!
some more said repeat student can do better.....wat a good sentences.....
if he can do better then he wont resit la.....
STUPID.....!!!!!!no brain betulll.....
then i print the assignment lor....
becoz the assignment got colour so hav to giv more money....
then the USELESS THINg said expensive....
wat the F**K
never contribute ....then wan to complain expensive....
only Rm5.50 le.....
wei.....
v din sleep becoz of the assignment then all the useless thing le....
few day le...
not 1 day or 2 day le....
fuck off la.....
really wanna faint ar.....
haiz......

then the next day....
during the lecture.....
i notice that 2 of my fren din come....
then i ask their group member lo...
he also duno....
walau....can lidat de meh...
then after finish lecture....
then i saw something that i really wanna slap....
wtf....last time alwiz said miss S treat u not gud......talk to her then she dun bother u then act like really kesian....
then now u also treat Mr C lidat.....
so u can not blame miss s treat u lidat lo.....
not fair lo.....
Mr C also a person lo...
if he really done thing wrong ,at least he talk to you u muz repond nicely ma....
like not willing to talk to him make him like crazy ppl talk to the wind.....
if u think that u do like this is nothing wrong then u can not blame Miss S lor....
u deserved it lor....
u alwiz said muz treat ppl gud nomatter wat....
now wat u do???
only noe how to said.....some more said i treat u bad.....
wtf la....
actually u also the same evil lor....

haiz....
dun wan to said ald lor...
i really wanna slap the Big G lor...
haiz.....

haiz......wat a bad day...

2008-11-10T04:10:00.001-08:00

haiz.....
this morning.....
when i woke up.....
finish cleaning up myself......
then pack all my stuff....

then................

suddenly............

the stupid gastrick attack me.....

damn shit............

then i tell my father i can not go to coll lor..
really no energy ler....
damn shit....
haiz.....
after that i take my gastrick medicine....then take a nap.....

after few hours my gastrick is better.....
then i clean my room....
wwakakaka....
damn many dush.....

haiz.....long time din clean is lidat de lor....
wakakakaka

hapi dayz.....hapi bday to me...huey xian...and mei yi....

2008-11-03T05:47:00.001-08:00

wakakakaka...
31th of oct.......FRIDAY.....
a very normal and ordinary day....
as usual after TI lecture v plan where to eat....then bla bla bla...
at last v decided to go to OLD TOWN haav our breakfast....
wakakakakaka.....

be4 that....

oct 30th.......>>>>>>>>>>>

also a very nomal that but + my bday... wakakakaka.... as usual i get some wishes from my fren....

bt i got a little dissapointed coz some of my fren can not celebrate for m becoz of they hav no time...

haizz.....

nvm la...

then my coll fren also said next time only celebrate for me coz now they really ou of credit...

haiz....

nvm la..

is okie.....

they some more said forget my bday...

haiz....

wat a sad day...

wakakakaka.....

at nite my hubby came to my house and hav dinner wif me.....

after that ......thats the end of my bday...

so normal...
but nvm la..

not 21st bday....

story continue at 31th oct.......

got three car send us to genting de OLD TOWN.....

then v find a place for 10++ ppl.....

then v sat down order food......said some joke....

chit chat....
and having lots of fun......

then...

my little naughty "daugther"tease me non stop....

then ejek me....

end up v 'fighting' at public....

wakakakakaka.....

so malu....

haiz......

after that.....SY Oh and CY Kok suddenly disappear said wanna go sum whr ....
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then me. huey xian. mei yi, carris(UNIT LEADER)**, choy kor, and miss sek sit together chit chat about hotel la..........bla bla bla.....

then suddenly som of them act so damn weird.......

then during v chit chating............

they stand up and sing bday song..

WALAU A......

damn damn damn supprise le......

hey carry a SECRET RECIPE cake infornt three of us....

wakakakakaka......

WoW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so touching....

then they do their JOB......>>>>>>PLAY CREAM....

haiz....

wakakakakaaa....

anyway v really hav a lot of fun.....

wakkkakak.....

thx all my dear fren that share my present.....
luv u all alwiz...

appreciate it alot....

muzckx.............

SOMETHING HAPPEN......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my present.....

wat a terrible warpping style......

my dear SY Oh....

she wrap my present with 11 newspaper and 1 give wrapper.....

walau....

they make me open it on the spot ....

wakakakaka.....

i really so damn happy....

i really so damn happy hav all of u beside me.....

wakakakaka...

frenforever........

lazy dayz.............

2008-11-02T17:06:00.000-08:00

haiz.....
wat a lazy day.....
haiz....
feel so lazy to study feel so lazy to go to coll...
haiz......
sososososososo
DAMN LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

谢谢你。。。我爱你。。。。

2008-10-29T04:46:00.000-07:00

25 和26号。。。

我亲爱的男友帮我庆祝我的生日。。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

其实这年的生日我不能是不能庆祝的。。。因为我婆婆刚去世。。。

可是他说关系只是一顿饭而已。。。。

所以他带我去吃火锅。。。

是buffet的。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

他说要吃就吃得饱一点。。。刚好我又想吃所以就做了这个决定。。。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。

隔天我们去了1u , the curve 和Ikea.....

嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。

那天我们都好累哦。。。。。

那天我们俩去KimGray吃午餐。。。

因为我的生日所以有50%。。。

我们叫了很多东西吃。。。

多到要打包回家。。。。

嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。

过后他就买了两块蛋糕。。。

他说我今年不能吹蜡切蛋糕。。。

所以就买了蛋糕给我吃。。。

嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

虽然只是两块蛋糕。。。可是对我来说是很甜蜜的。。。

嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。

这两天我觉得非常幸福。。。。。

宝贝谢谢你哦。。。。。我爱你。。。

嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。。。。。

yoyoyo.....

2008-10-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

wakakakakaka..............
my result out ald lu.....
haiz....
not bad as last 2 semester.....
quite ok wif it.....
but still pending 4 subject....
wakakakak
nvm la.....
hav to study hard lor...
wat to do....
KEKEKEKE.....
+u+u+u....

wakakakaka
my bday coming lu.....
my dear celebrate for me ald lu...
coz 30th is thursday so he said wanna celebrate for me earlier lor....
wakakakak
thx hubby....
luv ya alwiz....
muackx......
he also give me a crystal necklaces as my present....
heheheheh

haiz....
so sad....seem like nobody wanna celebrate my bday (Fren)...
haiz....
sad....
HUHUHUHUHUH
haiz.....
nvm la...
wakakakakaka

walau A......long time no write blog ald lo....

2008-10-21T05:17:00.000-07:00

harlo.....long time din write blog ald or..
coz i s lazy le...
some new semester start ald so quite busy lor.....haiz.....
this semester so fan le...
haiz......
miss SC alwiz din go to college then i alwiz sit alone....
so cham .....and so lonely....

aiyoyo.....nowaday damn poor le.....i go 3 friend bday le tis oct and nov....haiz....
hav to buy present for them....KEKEKEKE
nvm la....fren mahh....
heheheeh
they hapi then ok lor...

but my dear fren, dun buy too expensive ar...coz really no money....if wanna buy expensive geh wait for 21th bday la....
haiz.....
hehehehee

haiz......this miss SC ar...i really geram her geh lor....
alwiz din come to college.....
sum more wanna same group wif her....dunno the assignment can submit on time or not....haiz.....
dunno wat to said...
haiz....

wakakakak last sunday i go fishing with my hubby and his fren.....malangnya the sky tiba tiba hujan......some more heavy rain le.....
wakakakaka
all of us no choice but hav to run to the car lor....
some more i wearing white T-Shirt le....
haiz.....
luckily i din wear bright colour BRA......if not........haiz...
so "romantic"wakakakaka

yoyoyo....my bday , huey xian & mei yi bday coming soon lor.....wakakakaka

so lazy & tired....haiz....

2008-09-30T01:45:00.000-07:00

aiyoyoyoyoyoyo..........................
tis 2 week i sleep non stop le...
KEKEKEKE
coz during exam kenot sleep well mah...that y now holiday wanna sleep lorr...
hehehehe
actually wanna find work geh....
but 2 week only nobody wanna hire me geh la....
kekekeke

after tis 2 week i hav to face my result man....!!!!!
night mare....
haiz.....
scare if fail i kenot graduate ald le....huhuhuuh
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz......................

miss my fren very much le......
hehehehehe
coz 2 week din see them ald .....

miss u all lehh.......
wakakakaka

hurayyy........at last.......RELAX!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-22T18:18:00.000-07:00

YEAH.....at last can relax ald....
hehehehe
now finish exam ald..so can relax...
hai......during exam really really really suffer le....hai.....
coz everyday study la...memorize la...
hai.....
sum more can not sleep le...
haiz.....
make me till sick like hell le...
hai....
bt now can relax la...
but only 2 weekkkk......
nvm la....
2week also can relax la...
btafter this 2 week...
v nid to face our result....huhuhuhuh
haiz....
nvm la.....
ganbatteh........

haiz...............stress.....think bout 'HIM' will let b relax abit....

2008-09-08T11:16:00.000-07:00

Today i study MIS.....the computer subject....DAMN it....huhuhu

haiz...still study................haiz.....dunno when can finish.....

haiz..........

so stressssssssssssss......+u+u+u

kekekekeke

but when i stress sometime think about "him" will make me at least relax for while.......

coz the sweet memory..........and what v went trought.............is all the best memory i every had..........

Luv You Yea~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~..........

omg......dunno y tis time so stresss.......~~~>.<

2008-09-03T10:17:00.000-07:00

omg............damn stress le tis time punya exam......how ar...
i never so stress be4 le....
althought last time got exam also stress but then tis time punya exam lagi stress le.........
haiz.......
so tired.............haiz....
now studying B.Comm........
dunno can finish or not...
actually i wan to study MIS geh...but i not yet finish my B.Comm le...HOW?
haiz......few day ago i langsung tak boleh focus on my study....
haiz......so moody..............
haiz.......
damn it..............~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
haiz.......
EXAM EXAM EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz........................
i cannot fail ald le.....
i really nid to work extremelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hard le............................
haiz....
all my fren also so clever geh le........................
haiz................
make me look like so stupid..haiz.............
HARD WORK..............................
kenot lazzy liao lorr.................

wakakakakka............
i'm going to teach ballet lorr....but for sure lower grade geh la...coz i not a teacher yet mah.....
hehehee
my teacher gave me the teaching book then ask me to photocopy...............
wakakakak
seem like i will become a teacher SOON..kekekekekeke
become a ballet teacher is alwiz my big big big dream.............hehehehe
but to perform my ballet to everyone on the stage also 1 of my biggest dream....
wakakaka
but now my stamina seem like drop drop and drop haiz...........
coz my life style chang ...when i start college.......my ballet seem like become worse....coz college life is so damn busy.......sumtimes after class hav to rush to ballet class is really really tired..........
so when i reach ballet studio i also no energy and mood to dance ald...
so.......haiz........
nvm la....+u+u+u la....
kekekeke.
+u to all my darling fren............
heheheheh
all the best yea.......... muackx..............
wakakakka
nid to study liao...........
wakakakak

at last........^.^

2008-08-20T07:32:00.001-07:00

hehehehe...at last my problem solve....
YEAH~~~~~~~~~~~
ok la......as well as we sit down and discuss and communicate then will find the way to solve....
hehehehehe
haiz......exam is around the corner.....
still no mood to study haisz......
how???
dunno la....
no mood to study also hav to study...
coz tis time i hv to work more harder than last time wakakaka.....
coz second year is not easy....
hehehehe
+u+u+u.....
hehehehe

我的天啊。。。。我真的很悲。。。。。想哭了。。

2008-08-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

昨晚我发了个令我很伤心的梦叻。。。。
梦到我跟我的宝宝。。。。。要分手了。。。
我的天啊。。。。
怎么会这样。。。。
老实说我真的很爱他的。。。。我可以很肯定没有人比我跟爱他。。。那当然比不上爱他的父母啦。。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。
由我跟他在一起到现在。。。。我一直都非常非常依赖他。。。。。其实是个习惯。。。。真的习惯依赖他。。。。
有人说男人不是万能的。。。不可以这样依赖他们。。。。
可是。。。。。
我就是很想依赖他。。。。
跟他在一起的我真的很受保护。。。。。。也很幸福。。。。。
他会不顾一切的疼你和保护你。。。。。
也会不顾一切的爱你。。。
他不算是100%的好男人。。。。
可是对我来说他已经是个好好的男朋友。。。
嘿。。。。。
就不要再想这么多了。。。
现在专心读书吧！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

haiz.....wat a bad news....矛盾。。。~~~

2008-08-11T06:04:00.000-07:00

今天我知道一件还蛮坏的消息。。。。。。

我的宝宝尽然说他的舅舅叫他去马尔代夫做工。。。。！！！！！！

人工的确很高。。。。可是。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

怎么办？？？这是他的事业我不能叫他为了我不去。。。。可是我真真真的不舍得。。。。。

我平时都已经很粘他的。。。。他说有可能要去一年多两年。。。。

当我听到他这样讲我。。。。。不知道要怎样。。。。。

我的天啊。。。平时如果一星期不见我都吵着很想他想见他。。。

现在呢？？？？一年多两年耶。。。。。。现在不是7天。。。而是600多天。。。。

如何舍得要他去叻。。。。。

可是他又不是去玩。。。去做工叻。。。

嘿。。。就是不舍得。。。。

又怕我们的感情会谈。。。。又怕他会变心。。。。

不知道啦。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我真的不舍得。。。。。。。

sienz......................+u+u....

2008-08-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

wakakakaka.....

to all my beloved fren.....

i luv them so much ....

especially that support me alwiz geh....

luv u all yea...

wakakaka....

muackx...........

+u+u in exam yea....exam is around the corner......

hehehehe.........................

i also wanna +u+u ald.....wakakakaka........

+u together la.....

muackx...................

treat me gud???? THE END?????

2008-08-05T06:35:00.000-07:00

treat me gud??????can i noe wat is three word's meaning ar???
actually i kind of blur with this three word lo...TREAT ME GUD??
OH YA..
AND CARE ABOUT ME?????
wat is this?????
actually till now i also cant felt anything lo.....
and i dunno wat is frendship lo...
and i also dunno wat is "NOBODY CAN BROKE OUR FRIENDSHIP,IF WE WAN TO BROKE OUR FRINEDSHIP???ehmmm...dunno whether correct or not la..
coz myself also dunno how to said...
haiz............
FUNNY rite???
wakakakkaka.......
nvm la......up to them la....
they like to treat me watever they like la....
haiz.............................
i ald dun nit her to pitty me la...
actually i felt that after we argue.....her reacting seems like so damn fake.....
haiz.....................
dunno y?????
she said she treat ppl gud but ppl din c???
can i tell her to ask herslef back when she treat the PPL gud ar????
and tell me to use my heart feel that she treat me gud or not??
can i ask her to use her heart back to think that when they care bout me alot ar??
ok...if they said they do all the assignment becoz wan me to concentrate my exam....but....
after the exam i got ask them to give my work to do back...
ok they give..but after that they do all ald also din tell me and gimme the reason that 'u sleep ald mahh, so we can not tell u lo....'...wtf.......
watever la..
if they think lidat will let them feel comfortable then go ahead la ...
i dun care lo....
after that i ask them i free ald i can do assignment...
if u all got many thing to do then gimme some la...
coz u all also din sleep for many day....
but they said x have ald...
juz a little part only....
but the next day i ask them wat time they sleep...
they said they din sleep becoz go ALOT of assignment to do....
WAT THE FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually i ask them ald lo.....
they said nothing ald lo..
but end up.....
wat they tell me???
they said they treat me gud and care bout me???
y i ask her to accompany me to toilet she will said'YOU WAN ME TO ACCOMPANY U AR???"
but the she said i wan to go toilet she din ask her and staright away follow her to toilet???
wat is tis??
hu can tell me???
and y they both have the same thing but din not have.....
y she wan to go whr she alwiz accompany her...
but i said wan to go whr so juz pretant that din hear???
y le???
they treat me gud????!!!!!
wat the.............
fine.....
if this call friendship then i tell u ....
i dun wan and not willing to wan this friendship anymore.......
haiz............................
one day all of us having class....when we all copy the point that tutor give .....
and she are the one hu finish up 1st....
then she stairght away give her see her point......
but not me???
pls la...
i also copying le...
i not her fren meh???
like that call fren ar??
they stiil have face said that they treat me gud ar????
then can i said i treat my dog also very gud lo..............
F**k.............................................
haiz.........juz assumed me i very 小气lo.......
haiz...............................

bored bored bored...............~~~~~~~~~~^^

2008-08-02T09:28:00.001-07:00

so damn damn bored......
haiz.....nowaday i dunno y so moody.....everything seem like very terrible around...
haiz..........
dunno how to said....seem like my friendship also got problem.....i dunno y i dun have good feeling towards one of my fren......
i also dunno y.....
so sudden....
some times i felt that she so damn irratating....
seems like her world only got 1 fren only....
then i felt that she juz treat me like nobody...
sum times i felt that she seems like wanna take away my fren to far far away and make our friendship not gud as last time...
that wat i feel la..
but then i dunno i think too much or ......??
haiz......
sum times i try very very hard to make up wif her but she seemd like dun bother....wat can i do.....
when she did this to me i really really really angry .....
damn it............~~~~~~~~~~~~~
wat to do.....she is lidat.....
ppl ask her y she lidat then she said she so stress la so tired la...
bull shit man.....
wtf..........
haiz..........
haiz...........watever la.....

wat i really think isnt it true???

2008-07-28T18:05:00.000-07:00

actually i really dun hav any gud feeling on her after we hav a conflict, and i felt that the conflict even worst....haiz.....dunno la....
alwiz i wanted to talk to her but i dun hav the heart talk to her becoz i felt that only carris will talk to her then only she will pay attention to wat carris said.....when i talk to her, she like dun care and felt that i'm so annoying......WTF......sumtimes i really wanna scold her but she is my so called best fren then i juz forget it.......she alwiz think that carris is her best best best fren and i only the normal fren.......if i suddenly disappear she also din notice......haiz......
haiz.........dunno wat to said la.....

haiz..............dun noe y???!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

haiz....dunno y i really can not tahan ald...
y???
haiz..............i like not apart of them ald.....
like left them far far away.......
and i dun hav good feeling when they are together....
juz like i been boycott.....
i dunno la.....
that wat my feelings la...
or i just think too much......
and some times i felt like so fake..............
not real.............
and this is y i felt not so comfortable...............
haiz.................

gotta work very very hard.....~~~<3

2008-07-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

walau..........this week many thing to do le..
juz finish my BC presentation and get quite satisfy marks.....wakakakak...
then ok lo.....so dun nit to worry too much ald...
now i hav to face my exam....haiz....damn it.....
sum more computer exam haiz...
die lo....
haiz.....
no mood liao

WTF...............~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-07-20T04:18:00.000-07:00

Haiz......
so fan le.....
2 presentation 2 exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how ar??
i also dunno.....
suddenly got many thing keep on cuming......
haiz......
y le???
tell me y????
haiz......
damn it................!!!!!!!!!!!
wat to said.....
my life........is just happen.....
really damn 不爽.....
haiz.................................
wakakaka.................now suddenly only notice myself put on weight so so so so so much.....
wakakakaka.......now only realize wanna diet......WTF....!!!
wat to do......got to deit lo.....
when i went back to home town...walau.....alot of relative said that i put on weight so damn much.....wat lar...
that hurts me alot...u noe??!!!
haiz....but anyway.....that the truth mahh.....cannot ignore......
wakakaka....
so muz accept.......
wakakakak
haiz........
DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hav to plan ald....
haiz.....
wat to do...
who tell me to eat non-stop..............................

haiz.....sad......!!!~~~busy.....

2008-07-18T04:54:00.000-07:00

everthing happen out of sudden.......
my grangmother passed away.......sad.......i really miss her, really not use to it when she not at home ald...
haiz......i got abit regret that i din go and see her when she at the home town...
haiz.....
but juz let it b is over ald...
i hope my grandmother dun worry bout us...i love u alwiz grandmother....
after this over now my college turn.....
i 1 week din go to coll i miss all my presentation , course work test and so forth....
everthing have to delay to next week......haiz......BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
next week the whole week i will busy like hell and non stop......2 presentation, 2 exam....
haiz.......
hope this will finish soon.....
i really hope i can face all this problem.....
have all my fren support i noe i can...
but also my lovely hubby....
he will alwiz support me when i in trouble....
wakakakka,,,,althought he some times will said that i'm too soft dun wan to face my problem....
but at last he will alwiz gimme a hug and said:"nvm....try ur best....u can!!!! love you"
waakakakaka.....stupid rite??/
wakakakak.......
but anyway.......next week is coming soon......
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

宝宝，我爱你！！~~~

2008-07-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

贝。。。。你真的真的是我最爱的人，我真的很珍惜我们这段感情。。。。我们不知不觉在一起了两年多，以经经过了很多的点点滴滴，蓑衣我们的爱情是不会这么容易的消失。。。。。虽然我们有时会有少少的争吵可是我还是会觉得我们依然还爱着对方。。。

宝贝，你自由是真的有点讨厌啦。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。可是我对你的爱是永远不会变的。。。。

你有那个令我不会变心的感觉。。。。。。有了你，我感到很有安全感。。。

贝。。。你疼我的感觉真的令我太幸福了。。。。

嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

我是这个世界上最幸福的女子了。。。。

嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。

宝宝。。。。贝贝永远都会在你的身边支持你的。。。。。

Worry....worry.....and worry

2008-07-13T07:34:00.000-07:00

Haiz......worry worry worry......actually i worry about is my grandmorther.....she really sick now and i dunno what will happen to her, i really worry.....wat to do.....when i heard my mother said she suffer i'mso unhappy and feel pain on my heart.....althought she treat me bad sum times but she is my grandma.....
haiz.....
hope she is okie......
i really hope that..............

hihi~i'm carmenbeibei

2008-07-12T01:42:00.000-07:00

oh hi eveyone.....i'm new here....
wakakakakaa
wat to do my two best fren got their own blog ....
then influence me also wan tp have my own blog....
wakakakak.....
haiz.....
this few day busy with the damn assignment .......
wat to do...
wanna graduate....then muz finish all my assignment lo..
haiz....
this all stupid damn assignment cause many friendship got little problem....
haiz.....
nvm la...
wat happen is just over....is past tense ald...
juz let it be....

~~~~~~~我每一天的心情和我的故事~~~~~~

hohohoho....marry christmas.....

hi.....seem i'm free then i update my blog ....

harlo....long time no see...

wakakaka.....long time "no see".....

u are lonely???so wat????then......

hehehe..thankyou babe.......

so KE PO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

supprise......

WTF.....i really really.......damn angry....

haiz......wat a bad day...

hapi dayz.....hapi bday to me...huey xian...and mei yi....

lazy dayz.............

谢谢你。。。我爱你。。。。

yoyoyo.....

walau A......long time no write blog ald lo....

so lazy & tired....haiz....

hurayyy........at last.......RELAX!!!!!!!!!!

haiz...............stress.....think bout 'HIM' will let b relax abit....

omg......dunno y tis time so stresss.......~~~>.<

at last........^.^

我的天啊。。。。我真的很悲。。。。。想哭了。。

haiz.....wat a bad news....矛盾。。。~~~

sienz......................+u+u....

treat me gud???? THE END?????

bored bored bored...............~~~~~~~~~~^^

wat i really think isnt it true???

haiz..............dun noe y???!!!!!!!!!!!!

gotta work very very hard.....~~~<3

WTF...............~~~~~~~~~~~~

haiz.....sad......!!!~~~busy.....

宝宝，我爱你！！~~~

Worry....worry.....and worry

hihi~~~i'm carmen~~beibei

~我每一天的心情和我的故事

hihi~i'm carmenbeibei