wat i really think isnt it true???

actually i really dun hav any gud feeling on her after we hav a conflict, and i felt that the conflict even worst....haiz.....dunno la....
alwiz i wanted to talk to her but i dun hav the heart talk to her becoz i felt that only carris will talk to her then only she will pay attention to wat carris said.....when i talk to her, she like dun care and felt that i'm so annoying......WTF......sumtimes i really wanna scold her but she is my so called best fren then i juz forget it.......she alwiz think that carris is her best best best fren and i only the normal fren.......if i suddenly disappear she also din notice......haiz......
haiz.........dunno wat to said la.....

haiz..............dun noe y???!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz....dunno y i really can not tahan ald...
y???
haiz..............i like not apart of them ald.....
like left them far far away.......
and i dun hav good feeling when they are together....
juz like i been boycott.....
i dunno la.....
that wat my feelings la...
or i just think too much......
and some times i felt like so fake..............
not real.............
and this is y i felt not so comfortable...............
haiz.................

gotta work very very hard.....~~~<3

walau..........this week many thing to do le..
juz finish my BC presentation and get quite satisfy marks.....wakakakak...
then ok lo.....so dun nit to worry too much ald...
now i hav to face my exam....haiz....damn it.....
sum more computer exam haiz...
die lo....
haiz.....
no mood liao

WTF...............~~~~~~~~~~~~

Haiz......
so fan le.....
2 presentation 2 exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how ar??
i also dunno.....
suddenly got many thing keep on cuming......
haiz......
y le???
tell me y????
haiz......
damn it................!!!!!!!!!!!
wat to said.....
my life........is just happen.....
really damn 不爽.....
haiz.................................
wakakaka.................now suddenly only notice myself put on weight so so so so so much.....
wakakakaka.......now only realize wanna diet......WTF....!!!
wat to do......got to deit lo.....
when i went back to home town...walau.....alot of relative said that i put on weight so damn much.....wat lar...
that hurts me alot...u noe??!!!
haiz....but anyway.....that the truth mahh.....cannot ignore......
wakakaka....
so muz accept.......
wakakakak
haiz........
DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hav to plan ald....
haiz.....
wat to do...
who tell me to eat non-stop..............................

haiz.....sad......!!!~~~busy.....

everthing happen out of sudden.......
my grangmother passed away.......sad.......i really miss her, really not use to it when she not at home ald...
haiz......i got abit regret that i din go and see her when she at the home town...
haiz.....
but juz let it b is over ald...
i hope my grandmother dun worry bout us...i love u alwiz grandmother....
after this over now my college turn.....
i 1 week din go to coll i miss all my presentation , course work test and so forth....
everthing have to delay to next week......haiz......BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
next week the whole week i will busy like hell and non stop......2 presentation, 2 exam....
haiz.......
hope this will finish soon.....
i really hope i can face all this problem.....
have all my fren support i noe i can...
but also my lovely hubby....
he will alwiz support me when i in trouble....
wakakakka,,,,althought he some times will said that i'm too soft dun wan to face my problem....
but at last he will alwiz gimme a hug and said:"nvm....try ur best....u can!!!! love you"
waakakakaka.....stupid rite??/
wakakakak.......
but anyway.......next week is coming soon......
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

宝宝，我爱你！！~~~

贝。。。。你真的真的是我最爱的人，我真的很珍惜我们这段感情。。。。我们不知不觉在一起了两年多，以经经过了很多的点点滴滴，蓑衣我们的爱情是不会这么容易的消失。。。。。虽然我们有时会有少少的争吵可是我还是会觉得我们依然还爱着对方。。。

宝贝，你自由是真的有点讨厌啦。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。可是我对你的爱是永远不会变的。。。。

你有那个令我不会变心的感觉。。。。。。有了你，我感到很有安全感。。。

贝。。。你疼我的感觉真的令我太幸福了。。。。

嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

我是这个世界上最幸福的女子了。。。。

嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。

宝宝。。。。贝贝永远都会在你的身边支持你的。。。。。

Worry....worry.....and worry

Haiz......worry worry worry......actually i worry about is my grandmorther.....she really sick now and i dunno what will happen to her, i really worry.....wat to do.....when i heard my mother said she suffer i'mso unhappy and feel pain on my heart.....althought she treat me bad sum times but she is my grandma.....
haiz.....
hope she is okie......
i really hope that..............

hihi~~~i'm carmen~~beibei

oh hi eveyone.....i'm new here....
wakakakakaa
wat to do my two best fren got their own blog ....
then influence me also wan tp have my own blog....
wakakakak.....
haiz.....
this few day busy with the damn assignment .......
wat to do...
wanna graduate....then muz finish all my assignment lo..
haiz....
this all stupid damn assignment cause many friendship got little problem....
haiz.....
nvm la...
wat happen is just over....is past tense ald...
juz let it be....