at last........^.^

hehehehe...at last my problem solve....
YEAH~~~~~~~~~~~
ok la......as well as we sit down and discuss and communicate then will find the way to solve....
hehehehehe
haiz......exam is around the corner.....
still no mood to study haisz......
how???
dunno la....
no mood to study also hav to study...
coz tis time i hv to work more harder than last time wakakaka.....
coz second year is not easy....
hehehehe
+u+u+u.....
hehehehe

我的天啊。。。。我真的很悲。。。。。想哭了。。

昨晚我发了个令我很伤心的梦叻。。。。
梦到我跟我的宝宝。。。。。要分手了。。。
我的天啊。。。。
怎么会这样。。。。
老实说我真的很爱他的。。。。我可以很肯定没有人比我跟爱他。。。那当然比不上爱他的父母啦。。。。嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。。
由我跟他在一起到现在。。。。我一直都非常非常依赖他。。。。。其实是个习惯。。。。真的习惯依赖他。。。。
有人说男人不是万能的。。。不可以这样依赖他们。。。。
可是。。。。。
我就是很想依赖他。。。。
跟他在一起的我真的很受保护。。。。。。也很幸福。。。。。
他会不顾一切的疼你和保护你。。。。。
也会不顾一切的爱你。。。
他不算是100%的好男人。。。。
可是对我来说他已经是个好好的男朋友。。。
嘿。。。。。
就不要再想这么多了。。。
现在专心读书吧！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

haiz.....wat a bad news....矛盾。。。~~~

今天我知道一件还蛮坏的消息。。。。。。

我的宝宝尽然说他的舅舅叫他去马尔代夫做工。。。。！！！！！！

人工的确很高。。。。可是。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

怎么办？？？这是他的事业我不能叫他为了我不去。。。。可是我真真真的不舍得。。。。。

我平时都已经很粘他的。。。。他说有可能要去一年多两年。。。。

当我听到他这样讲我。。。。。不知道要怎样。。。。。

我的天啊。。。平时如果一星期不见我都吵着很想他想见他。。。

现在呢？？？？一年多两年耶。。。。。。现在不是7天。。。而是600多天。。。。

如何舍得要他去叻。。。。。

可是他又不是去玩。。。去做工叻。。。

嘿。。。就是不舍得。。。。

又怕我们的感情会谈。。。。又怕他会变心。。。。

不知道啦。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我真的不舍得。。。。。。。

sienz......................+u+u....

wakakakaka.....

to all my beloved fren.....

i luv them so much ....

especially that support me alwiz geh....

luv u all yea...

wakakaka....

muackx...........

+u+u in exam yea....exam is around the corner......

hehehehe.........................

i also wanna +u+u ald.....wakakakaka........

+u together la.....

muackx...................

treat me gud???? THE END?????

treat me gud??????can i noe wat is three word's meaning ar???
actually i kind of blur with this three word lo...TREAT ME GUD??
OH YA..
AND CARE ABOUT ME?????
wat is this?????
actually till now i also cant felt anything lo.....
and i dunno wat is frendship lo...
and i also dunno wat is "NOBODY CAN BROKE OUR FRIENDSHIP,IF WE WAN TO BROKE OUR FRINEDSHIP???ehmmm...dunno whether correct or not la..
coz myself also dunno how to said...
haiz............
FUNNY rite???
wakakakkaka.......
nvm la......up to them la....
they like to treat me watever they like la....
haiz.............................
i ald dun nit her to pitty me la...
actually i felt that after we argue.....her reacting seems like so damn fake.....
haiz.....................
dunno y?????
she said she treat ppl gud but ppl din c???
can i tell her to ask herslef back when she treat the PPL gud ar????
and tell me to use my heart feel that she treat me gud or not??
can i ask her to use her heart back to think that when they care bout me alot ar??
ok...if they said they do all the assignment becoz wan me to concentrate my exam....but....
after the exam i got ask them to give my work to do back...
ok they give..but after that they do all ald also din tell me and gimme the reason that 'u sleep ald mahh, so we can not tell u lo....'...wtf.......
watever la..
if they think lidat will let them feel comfortable then go ahead la ...
i dun care lo....
after that i ask them i free ald i can do assignment...
if u all got many thing to do then gimme some la...
coz u all also din sleep for many day....
but they said x have ald...
juz a little part only....
but the next day i ask them wat time they sleep...
they said they din sleep becoz go ALOT of assignment to do....
WAT THE FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually i ask them ald lo.....
they said nothing ald lo..
but end up.....
wat they tell me???
they said they treat me gud and care bout me???
y i ask her to accompany me to toilet she will said'YOU WAN ME TO ACCOMPANY U AR???"
but the she said i wan to go toilet she din ask her and staright away follow her to toilet???
wat is tis??
hu can tell me???
and y they both have the same thing but din not have.....
y she wan to go whr she alwiz accompany her...
but i said wan to go whr so juz pretant that din hear???
y le???
they treat me gud????!!!!!
wat the.............
fine.....
if this call friendship then i tell u ....
i dun wan and not willing to wan this friendship anymore.......
haiz............................
one day all of us having class....when we all copy the point that tutor give .....
and she are the one hu finish up 1st....
then she stairght away give her see her point......
but not me???
pls la...
i also copying le...
i not her fren meh???
like that call fren ar??
they stiil have face said that they treat me gud ar????
then can i said i treat my dog also very gud lo..............
F**k.............................................
haiz.........juz assumed me i very 小气lo.......
haiz...............................

bored bored bored...............~~~~~~~~~~^^

so damn damn bored......
haiz.....nowaday i dunno y so moody.....everything seem like very terrible around...
haiz..........
dunno how to said....seem like my friendship also got problem.....i dunno y i dun have good feeling towards one of my fren......
i also dunno y.....
so sudden....
some times i felt that she so damn irratating....
seems like her world only got 1 fren only....
then i felt that she juz treat me like nobody...
sum times i felt that she seems like wanna take away my fren to far far away and make our friendship not gud as last time...
that wat i feel la..
but then i dunno i think too much or ......??
haiz......
sum times i try very very hard to make up wif her but she seemd like dun bother....wat can i do.....
when she did this to me i really really really angry .....
damn it............~~~~~~~~~~~~~
wat to do.....she is lidat.....
ppl ask her y she lidat then she said she so stress la so tired la...
bull shit man.....
wtf..........
haiz..........
haiz...........watever la.....